http://www.cfacs.com/pdf-doc/TakeMeBack.pdf
BACKSLIDE
IF IT WERE NOT FOR YOU THERE WOULD BE NO NEED,
FOR MY APOSTLES TO TEACH MY WORD.
SOMETIMES YOU FEEL FORSAKEN BY ME , BUT KNOW I HAVE NOT FORSAKEN YOU, FOR I AM NOT FINISHED WITH YOU.
YOUR BELIEF IN ME IS WHAT IS NECESSARY FOR YOU TO AGAIN BE IN MY GRACE.
IT IS NOW TIME FOR YOU TO REST SO THAT YOU CAN LISTEN TO WHAT I HAVE TO SAY.
SOMETIMES YOUR MIND IS CLUTTERED WITH KNOWLEDGE WHICH IS NOT FROM ME, AND BECAUSE OF THIS YOU CAN NOT HEAR MY WORDS.
MY SONS AND DAUGHTERS, LISTEN WITH YOUR HEART,
NOT ONLY WITH YOUR BRAIN.
CLEAR YOUR HEAD, OF ALL EVIL THOUGHTS, AND CLEANSE YOUR SOUL, SO THAT YOU ARE PREPARED FOR ME.
I CAN COME FOR YOU AT ANY TIME, BUT IF YOU DO NOT HEAR ME, THEN YOUR LOSS WILL BE GREAT.
I GIVE ONLY A FEW THE KNOWLEDGE TO TEACH MY CHILDREN, OTHERS ARE THE WORKERS, AND THEN THERE ARE THE FOLLOWERS.
DO NOT THINK THAT YOUR TASK IS ANY LESS IMPORTANT THAN THE NEXT.
FOR WITHOUT WORKERS AND FOLLOWERS, THERE WOULD BE NO NEED FOR TEACHERS.
I UNDERSTAND THAT SOMETIME YOU BACKSLIDE
BUT WHEN YOU DO, YOU MAY WELL MISS WHAT I HAVE TO SAY.
REST NOW, BUT KEEP YOUR EARS AND HEART OPEN,
DO NOT MISS WHAT I HAVE IN STORE FOR YOU,
MY LOVE FOR YOU IS AS GREAT AS IT WAS IN THE BEGINNING AND IT WILL ALWAYS BE THE SAME.
CHARLES 10/03/99
HE CALLED
HE CALLED;
I DID NOT ANSWER THE PHONE.
HE CALLED AND LEFT A MESSAGE, I HEARD HIS VOICE AND ERASED IT.
I TOOK THE PHONE OFF OF THE HOOK; HE GOT A BUSY SIGNAL.
HE CAME TO MY HOUSE, KNOCKED ON MY DOOR;
I HID BEHIND THE CURTAIN.
WHEN I WAS IN BED I COULD HEAR HIS VOICE, I WAS AFRAID TO SHUT MY EYES.
FINALLY, WHEN I LEAST EXPECTED IT, ON A SUNDAY NIGHT, WHEN I WAS WITH FRIENDS, HE CALLED.
I HAD NO PLACE TO HIDE.
A COLD CHILL PASSED THOUGH MY BODY;nSWEAT BROKE OUT ON MY FOREHEAD.
HE CALLED. I LISTEN.
HE SAID, “THIS IS GOD I NEED YOU!”
LORD, I ANSWERED, I AM NOT READY, I AM AFRAID, PLEASE CALL ON SOMEONE ELSE TO DO YOUR WORK,bI DO NOT HAVE THE KNOWLEDGE TO BRING EVEN MYSELF BACK TO YOU, LET ALONE ONE OF YOUR LOST SHEEP.
HE CALLED. I LISTEN.
“ANYTHING YOU NEED I WILL PROVIDE YOU,” SAID THE LORD
MY CHILD I HAVE BEEN TRAINING YOU FOR MANY YEARS AND NOW YOU ARE READY.
TAKE MY STAFF.
IT IS TIME I STOPPED CARRYING YOU AND IT IS TIME FOR YOU TO TAKE MY WORD TO MY CHILDREN.
HE CALLED. I LISTEN.
CHARLES 04/26/99
